Paperback, 391 pages
A collection of the journal writings from the first 20 years of Barbara DuBois' spiritual journey. It follows her deepest, most heart-felt struggles and triumphs along the path.
"I believed my inconsolable longing for truth meant there was something wrong with me, something missing in me. It was the opposite. It was wholeness itself, holiness itself, calling out its own name in my heart. This it always was that drew me, that would not, could not release me. My longing for truth: truth itself, forcing me, as a plant is forced in darkness, in deep winter, to awaken in spring." --from the back cover